Michele Okirmura, Poem on Cd my sister Carri gave me a copy of today. We listened to it several times on our long drive home from the hospital last Saturday. I have been desiring to dance for a long time, even before I got sick. I have never been one to be graceful, pretty, beautiful in my movements. I am a robust, take them down kind of girl, but I have always loved ballet, dancing of any kind. It is strange what kind of memories and desires come up once you have become sick and you realize when will I be able to do these things. Right now, I am not physically capable of dancing, but when I do I will be dancing in my own manner and to my own hearts desire than trying to be visual pleasing to others around me.