by Jamie Holloway | Oct 3, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Change has been an intricate part of my life. Change reared its ugly head when I was 13 and my mother passed away and I was left without a mother, a home, and embarking on a new journey. The journey was living with my sister and her family. I lasted there for 6...
by Jamie Holloway | Oct 2, 2013 | Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey
I needed a fun book to read since I have a lot going on in my life right now concerning my health and it seemed like I have been focusing my reading on non-fiction and not fiction at all. In fact, I cannot remember the last time I read a fiction book. Fatty...
by Jamie Holloway | Oct 1, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
One week has passed since I got the hopeful news from Otolaryngologist. I have been processing the new information and ruminating on what my future looks like. Yes, I am nervous about my upcoming surgery October 9th. I am always a bit anxious when I am facing surgery,...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 30, 2013 | Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey
Esther Blum’s book “Cavewomen Don’t Get Fat” explains the Paleo eating plan and what it all entails along with scientific facts. I have been reading about and hearing about the Paleo eating plan for a while and I have been curious to if it would help me with my...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 28, 2013 | Auto-immune, Living Ministries, The Magnificent Journey
Ever since I received the news that I am going in for surgery and that I could be without a trach by March or April I have been overwhelmed with a lot of emotions. You see, last year during this same time period I had no hope. My throat issues seemed to be getting...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 27, 2013 | Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey
I love beans. I never heard it called Pulse before, but I am up to trying the interesting and new recipes that Chandler has in her cookbook. I love that she shares ideas and different ways from many different cultures, such as Indian, African, and Mediterranean. Each...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 25, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Hope has taken over my heart. Seeping out of my skin and shining out of my eyes and my voice when I speak reigns with hope. I haven’t felt hope in a long time. Since I got my trach I have been living in a dark place, though it may not seem like it. Yes, I was...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 24, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
“There is no fear in love dread does not exist but full-grown complete perfect love turns fear out of doors and expels every trace of error! For fear brings with it the thought of punishment and so he who is afraid has not reached the full maturity of love is...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 23, 2013 | Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey
“Life in Transition” offers the reader a chance to dive deeper into their soul. To dig, to prod, to ruminate on how they want their lives to be. The journal exercises and the spiritual exercises open up the heart to a new perspective, a new way of healing the pain of...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 22, 2013 | Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey
I wanted to read “An Unimaginable Act”. This book was a challenge for me to read, not because the writing was bad or that I thought Erin was full of lies, but because it resonated with the hurt little girl inside of me that was sexually abused when I was young. Though...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 20, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
Last week’s challenge was to track food. I have to admit here I am not good at this one at all. Yes, I have the tools. I have a myfitnesspal membership, but since I don’t have an android I have to do it on the lap top, which means I have to wait until I walk...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 20, 2013 | Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey
“Life Reconnected” is a book about finding one’s self after suffering a loss. I know that after friend/partner in life passed away in 2004 and then I started getting sick in 2008 loss was inevitable. I lived in denial and found anyway to mask and make the pain...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 19, 2013 | Auto-immune, Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
I have been reading my daily devotional “Jesus Calling” by Sarah Young and this particular phrase she writes hit me hard. “Though I may lead you along paths that feel alien to you, trust that I know what I am doing. If you follow Me wholeheartedly, you will discover...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 18, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
“Change is inevitable. It is sure to happen. You haven’t done anything wrong or bad or stupid. If something isn’t working in your life it is simply because you haven’t got the tools or techniques to access all that you really need to put it right.” Penny C. McClean I...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 17, 2013 | Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey
I came across the book “Becoming Myself” by Stasi Eldredge last week while participating in the Invisible Illness Week by Rest Ministries. Of course, I downloaded the free copy and I read it while I have been sitting with my foot up healing from the gout that is...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 16, 2013 | Auto-immune, Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
Happy Monday! I will be having a busy week. One thing I will be doing is getting another blood test done on Tuesday. This one I have to fast for to check out how my diabetes has been doing the last three months. On that note, I discovered through blood work...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 15, 2013 | Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey
“52 Ways to Live a Kick Ass Life” caught my attention just by the title alone. Owen made me think long and hard about many aspects of my life, including handling and accepting my illness. The biggest point that struck me was “Gratitude”. Having a thankful...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 14, 2013 | Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey
“Break Out” was my first Joel Osteen read. I was deeply disappointed. Reading through “Break Out” I felt like he was repeating himself over and over again and it was becoming redundant and boring. Many of the repeats could have been just written in the first...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 13, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
I watched this Youtube video by Kelly Patricia about comparing yourself to others when you are ill and other are not. She gives an encouraging message. I love that. I am guilty of comparing myself to others, especially when trying to lose weight, exercising, heck...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 12, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Today was one of those days that I showed my grumpiness, the dark side of being an ill person. I woke up this morning with my ankle hurting badly and only have 3 prednisone tablets left and not sure when the pharmacy will be shipping out my next prescription. I will...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 11, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Finding joy with illness I believe is crucial for anyone with a chronic illness. It is so easy to be miserable and say there is no joy in my life. I have learned the smalls things bring me joy. What brings me joy? · Sitting in my apartment lobby, media room, or...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 10, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
I have a pet peeve. Yes, that is right I have a pet peeve that drives me bonkers worse than anything I can imagine. Those who do not participate or fight themselves and just play the victim to their health and just complain, but don’t do anything about it drive me...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 9, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Invisible Illness Week is upon us. This year’s theme is I choose. I spent a long time thinking about the things that I choose on a daily basis. When I think about it I realize I make a lot of choices that those who are not in my shoes might not make. One thing I have...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 8, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
This weekend I dedicated to getting my environment set up for success. I reorganized my kitchen to meet my needs better. I put the dish drainer on the other side of the kitchen sink and the counter next to the stove I setup my cutting board, measuring cups, and...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 7, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
I am well rested. I slept a lot today because of the big trip to Seattle yesterday to see my Rheumatologist. I am glad I went. From Vancouver Washington where I live to Seattle Washington is a three hour trip there and back so a total of six hours, plus...